Confused

I'm so confused
I never know what you want from me
My heart is forever bruised
I feel like I can never be free


I still remember when we first met
You was so special to me
Now I feel so sad
I couldn't make you happy


But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your handsome face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more 
When I think about how my heart broke


You said you knew how much I felt for you
But you couldn't chose for me
Our love couldn't be true
It seemed if you were happy.


Now you act so attached
You dare not to look in my eyes
I thought we matched
But then my dream dies

In real life, I act like you don't exist
But in my dreams we're together
It's you I can't resist
But in my dreams that won't matter

But I remember all the fun we had
Every time I think about it, it makes me feel so sad
I think about your handsome face, laughing about a joke
But my pain grows more and more 
When I think about how my heart broke
You still make me feel so confused